Letter One

Dear Chase,

I know you haven't been gone long, but I had to write. Because writing you makes me feel like you are close, just on holiday or something. It's awfully lonely without you and I miss you ever so much. The baby misses you too. Don't ask me how I know, I just do.

I am moving to Ar soon. Karissa, Oz's sister, said I could live there. I know I could have my own house if I wanted, but right now, I think that would be too lonely and sad. And I am trying so hard not to be sad right now. I know how much you hated it.

But I am sad, Chase. And I am ever sorry that I never told you when I was before. I just didn't want you unhappy. I couldn't take it if you were. I never want you to be unhappy. I wanted you always happy when you were with me. Because I know you didn't have much of it growing up in your life.

I wish you were here. Then I wouldn't be sad. But I know that what ever took you away had to have been important.  Because you never would have left us behind.

I have found a physician. Her name is Cai. She's gonna take care of me and make sure our little flame is born safe and healthy.

I love you bunches,

Your Bliss.