Letter Two

Dear Chase,

I wish you would hurry up and come home. I miss you so much. And with all this talk of companioning and babies, it's starting to hurt more and I cannot stop crying when I am by myself. I haven't been sleeping well either....it's always too cold and empty beside me.

The baby is doing fine. I had a check up. And "she" is strong and healthy. And we can go to the Festival, though, I don't think I am going to enjoy it as much as I would if you were with me.

Please know, Chase, that I love you. And I will wait for you, because I know in my heart of hearts, that you love me too and wouldn't have left me and our Little Flame for good, knowing how much we both wanted her.

With all my love,

Your Bliss

Letter One

Dear Chase,

I know you haven't been gone long, but I had to write. Because writing you makes me feel like you are close, just on holiday or something. It's awfully lonely without you and I miss you ever so much. The baby misses you too. Don't ask me how I know, I just do.

I am moving to Ar soon. Karissa, Oz's sister, said I could live there. I know I could have my own house if I wanted, but right now, I think that would be too lonely and sad. And I am trying so hard not to be sad right now. I know how much you hated it.

But I am sad, Chase. And I am ever sorry that I never told you when I was before. I just didn't want you unhappy. I couldn't take it if you were. I never want you to be unhappy. I wanted you always happy when you were with me. Because I know you didn't have much of it growing up in your life.

I wish you were here. Then I wouldn't be sad. But I know that what ever took you away had to have been important.  Because you never would have left us behind.

I have found a physician. Her name is Cai. She's gonna take care of me and make sure our little flame is born safe and healthy.

I love you bunches,

Your Bliss.